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Name: Yao Ming. Y Nick: Fox/Yao DoB: 29/07/**** Gender: Male Horoscope: Leo Species: Red Fox/Wolf Food: Ovo Lacto Vegetarian Status: Single Contact: you should be my friend IMVU: FoxieYao -My Live Journal- -DeviantArt- |
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[WishList]1* Visit my furiends at US.2* More Fit. 3* Get into University. 4* Wii for family. 5* Someone+First Kiss 6* 'Cooler' Laptop 2. Top In Class (O Level) 3. Work Desk 4. Room Make-over 5. Larger Wardrobe 6. Laptop 7. Bike |
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Topic: | Monday, June 30, 2008 |
(another) *sigh* having brunch right now... it's the leftovers from yesterday.. xP mmm.. actually today's english lesson we're suppose to practice our oral communication skill... with that in mind.. i set up the visualizer, projector.. and got things prepared... but the teacher was late.. i dont really mind any way... however.. the thing is... i asked her are we gonna do the oral communication today but SHE IGNORED ME!!! Dx man that was hurting... Dx i think she forgotten to bring something or because she's late thats why she didnt want to go through that... but wth? we increased our bag mass just for this? and we might have to do so some other day as well?! why aren't things going according to schedule... Dx so nevermind.. we talked bout water conservation in class... i suppose i can learn from her since shes wise and all... then some of the students started to make noise.. and she shushed them... but when those students who i think are good talk.. she insulted them... Dx i dont know about this but initially i thought it was unfair... to treat those bad students good and to treat those good students bad... but then it dawned on me that shes expecting more from the good students... i still doubt it but im not sure... she seems to be a very religious person.. (wise too) then after that... we're suppose to have science period... and some of the students wanted to skip the lesson... however they discussed their plan out aloud... so they told one another not to do it as they're affraid that i might backstab them... since i did in the past... but i dunno if i might do that for now... and made a joke out of that... i cant express how i felt at that moment with words... i dont think theres any words for me to use either... |
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Topic: | Sunday, June 29, 2008 |
ugg... sour taste... >< my food these days always seem to taste sour... >.< they're prepared by my mum.. @.@ and i'd rather eat salty things instead of that.. ;P which i normally don't.. =s @.@ another bite of soury freshness.. >.< totally made me lost my appetite.. x( |
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Topic: | Saturday, June 28, 2008 |
*sigh*... was prepared for the day... but everything else seemed so unprepared... first up in da morning was my social studies group studies... but some 1 from the group had a tiff with his mum so everything screwed up... second... we went to the arcade to unwind... so i played DDR... theres only 1 machine and the down directional pad is so friggin malfunctioning... >< but still can play a few games... think spend $5-6 on DDR... XD t'was fun... =p then went to eat with avis's church friends.. and i kinda feel awkward... lols i guess they dont know im a buddhist and avis keep asking me to go for her church event... @.@ man... how i wish i know how to hurt other ppls feelings that easily.. Dx so i went to bedok next... for another chinese oral group study... the meeting time was at 3pm.. but i reached bedok interchange at 2.30pm... so i reached my friend's void deck at around 2.45pm... they're still at white sands eating... so its kinda my fault for being so early... so i sat down and listen to music... @.@ i almost fell asleep waiting for them.. lol! lets see... they finally came.. and i checked the time... 4pm... wth? i waited around 1hr 30mins for them.. @.@ and i did ask them during that time... and they said they're comming... comming for 1 hr?! why cant everything be perfect for today... >.> then studied for 2 hours and the initial plan was to play basket ball after 1 hour... thats why i wore jersy... but another plan ruined... 4th time... @.@ so nvm.. just went home... and kinda bored now... |
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Topic: | Thursday, June 26, 2008 |
*sigh* any one know the secret to happyness? mmaybe i already know it somewhere deep in my memories... @.@ but its just so hard to even try to think... things happen or they didnt that made me like this... i dunno... i just cant explain it... its like a feeling thats gonna haunt me forever.. Dx how can i be forever happy.. maybe i can still think... ive been getting sleepy these days listening to techno-rave songs... i wonder if i really get hyper with those musics or just used them to make me go to sleep... (instead of feeling these irritating feelings) is it because i just know that i cant get something which i really want in life that i want? |
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Topic: | Wednesday, June 25, 2008 |
*sigh* feeling blue again... why the hell does this have to happen all the time... now even the music wont cheer me up.. Dx wth is wrong with me... |
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mmm... today was not quite a bad day after all.. if you exclude the part where there is not enuff time to doo things that you want to.. Dx and a fight almost broke out in school today... well, i guess im exaggerating too much... but the conflict is there... x( drew another pic but it was on the whiteboard.. Dx now i can only take a pic back with me and not the picture itself.. *sob sob* then tried my best to comfort my friend.. but i dont think it went well.. since she left early... Xs oh wells... now its my turn to suffer from lack of time... then maybe lack of sleep too... @.@ |
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Topic: | Tuesday, June 24, 2008 |
mmm… drew a picture just now (yesterday afternoon)... more to digital art.. gahh… I hate my paint software… took a couple of hours to complete it.. im such an amateur.. @.@ it doent look nice also… Dx then I suddenly felt kinda emo.. lool so to get rid of it.. I need to occupy my feelings I suppose… so I went to youtube to watch some funny commercials but it doesn’t have any effect on me… though just lame… then I some rave videos… well I don’t even know whats rave… lol! But I just like the music… x3 Previous love… -Ravers Fantasy – Tune Up… But kinda giddy… @.@ Is it because of the trance or I shake my head to much.. x3 mmm.. come to think of it… yin’s also feeling blue… wth’s with the terrorist attacking our feelings?! Get a life lawl… @.@ I’m not saying I have much life here but world domination will only cause the world to fall at an even faster rate… |
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Topic: | Sunday, June 22, 2008 |
Those people who know me... i mean those who i interact with for most of my life... those who see me... i know i normally seem ignorant and doesnt care bout most stuff... but in the past... i wasnt like that at all... i greeted friends whom i meet when i see them and all... it was so happy thinking bout old times... but then.. its not like the past anymore... these days, when i pass by even an exclassmate... i would still try to say hi to them... even a hi.. i know its quite powerful to make another feel that people actually cares bout them... some will reply me back but some will just ignore me and walk straight forward.. it hurts you know.. it really hurts... do you guys even know what hurts feels like? i dont think so... its like excruciating pain in ur chest.. and it feels like its gonna explode any moment... there will be difficulty to breathe and yea.. sometimes tears... friends.. the who i am now is not me... and i know it... its not the me who i want to be and you're making me that way... i hated myself for being ignored by people... people who i once thought to be my friends... why am i so emotionless in school then? u ask? i try to be that way cause i dont wanna be hurt and all but i guess its only temporary... it builds up like a flood in a dam and then .. wham! once the dam broke.. the land below it will come crashing... i dont know if this is really what you want and i really dont know... but i will try to be the old self which i like and wanted... sometimes i dont know but thought to god... what have i done to deserve what im getting now... my dad... the one who i always look for if i encountered problems with computer problems... then theres this windows update which kills away my internet adapter from being found by the system... so i system restored and its working again... but it started updating again... i didnt restart my com at all until i need to go... so after that when i came back at around a few minuites ago... the internet was murdered again... i told my dad and he suspects that i downloaded some stuff with virus... i told him its just the windoes update... and he insist that the virus hacked into the system... heck he always is saying that my computer contracted virus if something goes wrong... like man.. why cant he stop cursing... he alsos lock down the internet usage after 12.30 for friday and saturday... 11.30 for the rest of the days... heck , i told him i needed the internet for today to do homework and stuff and me made some random comments which made me say that how can his words be trusted and be barked back at me with the same... pfff.. getting bitten by my own words is one thing... he handed me the setup disc for the wireless internet adaptor... then i just went to restore to after the windows update and then install the adaptor thingy... it mirically worked... then to connect it.. i need to press the connect button on the modem or something.. which i dont know so i just asked my dad who seemed to be cooking in the kitchen... so he said he'll come later... and he did... he said can do it sometime later tomorrow... in such a tone that made me think that he just came because im like his son or something... and theres this feeling again... and im actually amused as he made me think that he really cared bout me for abit... but i was gone as fast as it came... so i acted cool and said just click on the exit will do... and i return the disc and he tried to connect to the internet... then he said do it tomorrow since theres no more internet for now... like whaa? i know that... and you just made another gush to my heart... if there is still some heart left in me... i dunno.. might be smitherin or sumthing already... if typing this would make my life any better, im sure something bad would happen in a minute... whats there to love about life if you aint loved at all? theres only 1 true friend who i have and our friendship lasted for around 7 years now... i love her very much but i still dont know what kind and we havent even met for like 4 years... for 4 dam long years... we're still friends and i've just recently told her probably my deepest secret which no one else knows... not even my family... dammm i dont even think they'd care... come to think of it, they'd tried to get close to me and get to know me a few months ago... heck i think that was pretty darn late to get to know your son... i think you've already lost him or sumthing... and about the secret... shes the only one i told... mmm... not even the best friend in school knows... i mean no harm but i think you're just the best friend for the life im living in now... in singapore... in school... but other than that.. i still dont know if i can trust you 101%... like the one whom i love once... and i will always... if any people reading this... please do not be alarmed... i am definietlly not some emo guy as you can see and read... that i still feels.... the problem is that nobody cared... so what i'd normally say here is that 'so dont care'... but doing so , the problem would still remain... i want to be the happy guy like in the past but i dont know how to do so... and i seriously dont give a dam bout ppl whos trying to ruin my life cause its so ruined right now that any more of it doesnt make any difference... and i truely believe that what ever happens, i will always be faithful to god... ( still thinks that my life's been played with) *goes to listen to into yesterday, pocketfull of stars, drive* (after i went out for like 1 min?) something bad really did happen... knee and hand joint pain... hit arm accidentally on the door for no particular reason... |
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Topic: | Friday, June 20, 2008 |
*sigh* so much stuff had happened these few days... i just don't know whether am i on the right path or not... then theres alot of stuff for me to do... and i dont know if i can cope with it... *sigh* but hey! i did something which im really happy yesterday... mm, i wont tell it out here but you can ask me personally online if ya know me.. :p but then again.. i might not tell you.. :p heh heh... and my mood now adays are like on the sea... wavering.. =s *sigh* |
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Topic: | Wednesday, June 18, 2008 |
heyx, was feeling down initially...(a few hours ago) and then asked her to do some quiz... which she did... and then found out that her bf cheated on her... =( so she should be the one whos sad and not me... since mine is like for no reason or anything... lolx then we probably talked for hours... and we shared alot of stuff... and finally, im feeling much better... and i wanna say... ' thanks yin, for being there when i needed company... and even managing to cheer someone up even when you're down yourself... *hugs*' |
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Quiz A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tagged the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. Tagged by Chiou looi... #1 If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be? -i would try to remain calm and ask my lover why... of course i would be hurt... #2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? -probably good luck all the way... #3 What will your dream wedding be like? -it would be nice.. nicely decorated... and special... :p #4 What will you do with a billion dollars? -i would save half of it and then donate another half to charity... maybe withdraw some out from da bank and spend on things that i've always wanted... :p #5 What's your ideal lover like? -umm, sweet, caring, cheerful, lovely, cute, fun, understanding, a lil naughty... :p heh heh (guess its kinda difficult.. lolx) #6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? -being loved by someone... even thought ive heard other people say that its a blessing to have someone to lurve but you can just love anyone anytime.. but not really loved by another.. so i think its more blessed to be loved by someone... #7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? -i'll wait till i fall with another... ;) #8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? -i'll respect that and find another... ;) #9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? yea, but i still cant figure it out yet... so ... #11 What cheers you up the fastest? -maybe a hug and some happy words from my friends? #12 How do you see yourself in ten years time? -i already have problems seeing myself in 10 minuites time... ;P #13 Who is currently the most important people to you? -i dont have anyone special ryte now , so just my friends and families... if any of them leave... i'll be very depressed... #14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? -ahh, shes ever so cheerful... positive and quite a joker i'd say... heh heh #15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? -married but poor... but i would be single and rish if thats not my true love im married to... *sticks out tongue* #16 What's the first thing you do every morning? -err, if i dont count those dailiy things, i'd most probably switch on my com... yea... thats what i'd do... #17 Would you give all in a relationship? -Of course... if you dont, theres not gonna be trust between one another and yea... end up in some way which no one would ever want... #18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? -i'll pick the one that i get along better with... meaning have more feelings... #19 What type of friends do you like? -thougtful type, careful-of-what-they-say type, cheerful type, honest type, helpful type... lol... actually they should be people that i get along with... and i dont have to act like a different person around them just for them to accept who i am... People doing this quiz:
and the more the merrier isnt it? x3 |
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somethings wrong with my firefox 3.. :s it keeps closing often... x( and i would love to go out again, but time is against me.. (awwww...) i've got 3 days left.. including today to finish off all my holiday assignments... hummf...*frowns* why cant i enjoy a longer break... ;P as you guys might have noticed... i haven't been posting recently... i kinda feel like i dont wanna post anymore... but nevertheless, i'll try to ... as frequently as possible... x) |
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Topic: | Tuesday, June 17, 2008 |
finally... another post? heh heh err, found this forum... and had lots of fun... but something happened and im kinda sad now... but thinking about it doesnt make any sense.. lolx maybe i just need some music.. mmmm but im gorwing tired of those old musics that ive been listening to... D= anyway, off to find ways to cheer meself up... |
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Topic: | Tuesday, June 03, 2008 |
ahh, dnt today was much better... did some of the work but i still dunno howt to do and what to do... so... im gonna plan it out later on... so thursday will be even smoother... x) and i was late for school today... on purpose i guess, i nid to finish up on my dnt smaterial list.. hahaz... xD and reached school during the break... loools then im starting to like SS more... cause the writing is soon long and i love writing long i suppose... xD now eating... and gordon's in school, i think hes spending the night there? got a camp... but hes got school tomorrow? or is he excused? lolx will continue to post short thoughts for the day... hahaz... |
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Topic: | Monday, June 02, 2008 |
Thoughts of the day... -one could die if they know my life... -did i do something wrong to make u make me suffer? or were they good intentions? -am i thinking too much or am i right? -what should i do now? i know i cant waste it and hav to be strong but how? -whats wrong with my life anyway? -is that really what i want? thoses sugguestions? should i heed them? or should i improvise mine? -do people really detest me that much? -whats love anyway? -how should a family relationship be like? -what am i anyway? -bad day? *SHUT DOWN* |
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