okay... its been awhile since i updated... and because today is Singapore's Birthday, i decided to update my blog... x3nah, not really... because theres free time for me i suppose... okay okay... back to what i promised to type...My Birthday (29/07/2008)okay, i've kept very quiet about this day and i still dont know how this secret leaked out... well, its not really some secret... but birthday... its like just some day to commemorate you getting older? isnt it?okay well, heres what happened... NPCC Passing Out Parade just so happenes to be on this day and they all didnt know... ^^actually, i decided to give some stuff to my juniors as parting gifts... but i dont have the time to prepare them... D=i specially went out the night before to get thoses but yea... and they cost a bomb too... x.xokay so the Parade was soo cool... its so formal that i LOVE it... x3and theres refreshment at the end of the parade... fruit punch... mmmm... =3then ShanLin and FengKuan were waiting in the canteen with this huge box of surprise on the table...i was like omg... is this for me? thoughts were rushing through my mind at that moment but halted when ShanLin reminded me that he told me he would be getting a cake in the morning, which he thought that i took it as a joke but thats not the case... i just forgotten it... >.<okay.. so we celebrated TWICE... well, firstly because we didnt place the candles in yet... and the second time was with candles... mm.. and i wished for the nicest things i could ever wish for... =3 and its not some selfish wish... x3Most of the NPCC peeps joined in.. while the rest cant be borthered and were too busy glomping down their (freebiesz) refreshments... xP hahaz...well, i dont mind either, like i said, i wasn't expecting this cake... and man... if my memory did not fail me, im pretty sure that this is the first time my friends bought me a cake... and celebrating my birthday in school... =3i was so touched at that moment... well yea, almost cried... but luckily didnt.. hahaz.. XDso then the Night Study Programe was still on... and it was a drag... x.xso i went home feeling beat, only to celebrate my birthday with my family members...i cant help to compare my mom's birthday, cause before the celebration and all, i can hear quarelling during the setting up of the cake... x.xumm.. pics pics...mmmm... the cake tastes good... nice chocolaty minty flavour... x3and the chocolate melts in my mouth... ^^and its a day... =3Update to these few days (since i cant remember every detail of each day)humm... well, i think i was too nosy and dug up something forbidden or some sort...anyway, i really regretted doing so and am really sorry for what i've done...and maybe being a friend of yours...i wont try to run away or push the blame or anything...like i said, i will take all the responsibility and do things for a better cause...if a situation where something that i do will mess up the wholse situation...i'd rather stay quite... smile back at the people and walk away... perhaps saying a sorry before i leave...National Day Eve...(celebrations in school)mmm... okay first things first...i went to school in some shirt that i've been having up in my mind for quite some time and i went to buy it the day before this day... =3its the closest of resemblence to that of the shirt in my mind... nevertheless, it looks quite alright... and im happy with it... =3so yea, GaGa commented that i look old in it... well, in fact, i chose it cause i wanted to have the mature look like some college student or something... where the red and white sripes are of equal thickness and are bright... with a fake white shirt on the inside... ^^but because i am one of those OSCAR award winners, so i have to wear my NPCC Full Uniform...however, i was late for the meeting with Mr Tng... so i missed out the part that i had to wear my Full Uniform... so i wore the red with white stipes shirt on that day... well, Edwin and Rafidah also never wear Full uniform... hehe.. they both missed out the part too... x3arg... okay, next... took photo for the award but i wasnt really into it...oh, and Channel News Asia was filming the NDP celebration going on in my school and we, the sec fours were requestion to take the pledge and national anthem again seperately for them to film it all down...okay, so next was the Inter-Class Games Competition...heh... i was in the Floorball team... its rumored that the class sports manager appointed the team members without much consideration for others and in fact, its supposed to be volunteers tho...so yea... in the end, my class won 2nd place... why?because of me... Dxi failed to prevent the last ball , well pretty much the first ball, from enterting the goal post... Dx*cries in my mind*sigh, next was the Concert...its squeezy... and the people aren't cooperating... they just wanna have fun... D=well, they make annoying noises... sat in front of class lines and moved about the front of the hall...like wth? why cant they just listen to instructions for a change...for example, while the choir members are performing... they sang as well... like wth? they're called choir for a reason and its performed by them for a reason as well... and yet, they sang along to the song...the beautiful voices of angels reduced to nothingness by amature singings... pfff...mm... after the concert, had to stay back to do some Biology stuff... and wasnt really paying attention so made a lot of careless mistakes...so i went off after that...on the bus... i stood by the exit like always... but just 2 stops before allighting... the bus captain said something about moving to the back... hes looking at me or sumthing but in my mind.. i was like wth?what did i do then? i displayed no signs of emotions and stood there staring to my front... totally ignoring the bus captain... since i cant be borthered to explain to him... and as soon as the bus reached my stop, i allighted the bus and climbed the overhead bridge without looking anywhere cept the front...i was feeling pissed and sad at the same time on my walk home...do people really hate me that much? will my death bring them the much needed happiness?and once again, im back at the thought of commiting suicide again, like i did one and a half year ago...today (finally! ^^)mm.. i chatted, played some game in the morning... then went out with my dad to expo in the afternoon...he said hes gonna get me a 160GB portable hard drive... and he did... ^^mm, and it costs 89 bucks.. whoa... >.<>.<>
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