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Name: Yao Ming. Y Nick: Fox/Yao DoB: 29/07/**** Gender: Male Horoscope: Leo Species: Red Fox/Wolf Food: Ovo Lacto Vegetarian Status: Single Contact: you should be my friend IMVU: FoxieYao -My Live Journal- -DeviantArt- |
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[WishList]1* Visit my furiends at US.2* More Fit. 3* Get into University. 4* Wii for family. 5* Someone+First Kiss 6* 'Cooler' Laptop 2. Top In Class (O Level) 3. Work Desk 4. Room Make-over 5. Larger Wardrobe 6. Laptop 7. Bike |
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Topic: | Sunday, November 23, 2008 |
Im so sorry for being in Bravo squad..
im really sorry.. maybe i shouldn't have been in this course afterall.. i'll just get in your way and perhaps drag the whole team down... T-T im really sorry.. im just too dumb and i dont get a thing most of the time.. -off to be alone- |
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Topic: | Thursday, November 20, 2008 |
HEY!!
i've just added 2 songs into the playlist.. umm, check out the 'I like to move it (DJ Dero NRG Remix) -- Reel 2 Real'!! its real funny.. and sorta nice i guess? Listen! xD |
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Topic: | Tuesday, November 18, 2008 |
Yesterday..
too busy yesterday so had to post today... xP had my FIRST paintball game!! =D rambo package at REDynasty.. 250 paintballs... at the price of 49.90.. man the place was hard to find... >.> till we reached, we saw another easier entrance from the main road... =.= and paintball really does hurt...!!! first round first shot, almost had me father day-less.. opponent so evil.. >[ but won 2 out of 3 games.. yeaaaa... xD funn... i would like to go again.. oh, the pain ish just temporary.. =3 plus, the bruises from the paintballs will dissappear in about 1month or so.. x3 and the people there are cool.. ;P |
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Topic: | Monday, November 17, 2008 |
hey guys..
check out the 'happy hardogs cannon mix' in the playlist! its my current hit.. xD |
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Topic: | Sunday, November 16, 2008 |
hmm.. added a few songs to the playlist.. ;p
didnt update that often even though its holidaes now.. and still, my schedule are a little packed but less than that of schooling daes. gonna 'tidy' or 'reorganise' my room later on.. listening to music nowx.. x3 |
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Topic: | Friday, November 07, 2008 |
ahh, i was bored... >.> check this out! http://www.bored.com/videos/play/240/Simply-Cool.html |
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last month, i surfed youtube and found step 3 and 4.. i've already watched step 1 and 2 and i think its pretty nice.. and step 3 and 4 took it to a higher level. beware. step 4 displayed a lot of emotions (to me) and.. i actually did cry. Enjoy.~ Final Step coming in DECEMBER. Be Sure To Watch Out For It! ;3 ps. the main site is http://www.sambakza.net/ |
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Saw this test while i was Blog-Surfin and took it.. i was amazed at the result.. (but tried not to take it seriously)
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Topic: | Thursday, November 06, 2008 |
PLEASE READ THE 3 CONTINUOUS POST DOWNWARDS AS THEY ARE A RE-SENT OF 1 LONG ENTRY THAT RESULTED IN AN ERROR. SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE CAUSED TO YOU READERS. (ALSO TAKE NOTE OF MY WEIRD BABBLING ON HOW I DEALT WITH IT AFTER THE FOLLOWING 3 POSTS INCLUDING THIS ONE. >.>) THESE ARE ACTUALLY TYPED 2 HOURS AGO. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ there are somethings that i cant mention out in blogs.. i need awhile to organise my thoughts.. too cramped up. aniwaes, those thoughts? dont worry, they're not some general topics.. its about people around me and kinda like their charactor.. i dont wish to mention it out its because i dont wanna ruin their life or something like that.. and so, with that in mind, i found out that it might be the cause of love or something. okay, they're actually blood related and maybe some friends.. well, i've got more objection for blood related people than friends.. well, its what they do that mathere are somethings that i cant mention out in blogs.. i need awhile to organise my thoughts.. too cramped up. aniwaes, those thoughts? dont worry, they're not some general topics.. its about people around me and kinda like their charactor.. i dont wish to mention it out its because i dont wanna ruin their life or something like that.. and so, with that in mind, i found out that it might be the cause of love or something. okay, they're actually blood related and maybe some friends.. well, i've got more objection for blood related people than friends.. well, its what they do that made me feel bad. there are more thoughts actually but i kinda lost them. for now maybe? ~~~ 5 mins later.. got it. led me thinking, whats love? is love a strength to protect someone? lets review on what love does. people say love makes you do silly, crazy stuff.. indeed, love supplies you with the strength to protect someone. sacrificing for someone and never asks for repayment. just like parents. what i see now in the world? parents are becoming slaves/maids of their children. asking parents to carry their bag, keep their wallet, cook for them. without any hard feeling, the parents willing comply. me? im no special kid, well, i wish to be special tho. but what exactly is special? coming back, my mum cooks for my family, serves me food to my table when im using the computer (pretty much like now) , dad works hard for the family, and what did i do to repay them? my results are poor, well, in my opinion. i dont know how to repair appliances, dont know how to cook (decent meals), spends on wants rather than needs (but im thrifty cept when i really decided to buy it). these needs to be changed or rid of. i wanna do something for them for a change. =/ but what can i do? i thought taking up courses but they requires money no less. then at timezone in tampines mall today? i saw this guy playing the basket ball game, shot up to a score of bout 600+. i was amazed. i also played the rambo game with this guy (stranger. i dont know him.) hes good. and i kinda suck. that or the gun was faulty. (it was! reloading was a problem, i pointed out but no reloading, the aim was off, had to readjust my 'manual' aiming.) well, he got scored higher than me and survived longer as well, saved my ass many times i guess. but i noticed he held the rifle the wrong way, either that or its acceptable as well. he was holding it freely. well, he asked me wanna team up or something so i said sure. never did i know that the gun i used was crappy. guhh.. >< then after i 'died', said good luck to him and left. then played time crisis 4, again, gun was faulty.. -.- the aiming kept changing. perhaps loose inside. so yea, died pretty fast. then time crisis 2, gun was good but maybe my reaction too slow. so i wouldnt blame too much on bad luck.. |
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(where was i?) oh right. i was mentioning how good they are at stuff while im just crappy at almost everything. should i just concentrate on onestuff and perhaps get better at it instead of doing practically EVERYTHING? back to love topic, figued that love doesnt do the aboved mention, maybe love just jumbles up your thinking. makes you do illogical stuff. like a drug or no less. next, crushes. i've probably been crushed by crushes more than anyone else that i know of. and no, i didnt confess to anyone which led to me being crushed by crushes. willful thoughts meshed together with crush, crushes me. so i came to this conclusion like 5 months ago? "Crushes, and you're crushed." well, i've got a lot of conclusion on stuff.. example like "dont treat people the way you dont wish other's to treat you." mainly meaning respect others or something. i wish to change people but whats there of a difference if we all behaved the same? and is changing how one thinks possible? how will it end up then? whats good and whats bad? i've read a story during a chinese practice paper, which mentioned that theres no right or wrong. but what about good or bad? pretty much linked together i guess.. see, when you do something wrong, is it good or bad? if its neither, then its neither wrong nor right yea? pretty much leaves one to do what ever they want. there are things in life which i want. well, are they driven by greed? seriously? i dont know. i want wisdom, answers to everything in life. for example, money. gives one food and ablility to get stuff that they want. but people around me, close people. too much and they're blinded to see how fortunate they are. i recalled i saw a man selling tissues. 4 packs for who knows how much. heck im starting to regret now. why? once i gave 2 bucks for a girl selling tissues, 2 packs for ? and i said no need for tissues. and she said thank you. it felt so good. well, i may be mad or something but thinking about me makes me teary. and my mistake back then? was not 'buying' tissues from that guy. -sigh- i wish to change the world. their thinking and be more kind, angelic. but. but. changing thoughts of other people unwillingly? isnt that kinda like brainwashing? which is not right.. and once again. whats wrong and whats right? is it really right for someone to think that much? again. =.= its always bugging me.. -sigh- "do what you tell others to do" as in like you ask others to not speak vulgar and yet you commit them yourself? its almost like "do what you preach" something like that. [oh man, this is gonna be a long post..] i keep thinking bout the past and again, why did that person do something wrong and i wish he/she hasnt done that. but after i somewhat 'complained' to my dad about that? he said. "whats passed is already the past. nothing can be done so just let it go." pretty much like "no use crying over spilt milk". life is pretty amusing i would say. next, its what we are here for. why? why are we on earth. i've been to religious class and was pointed the answer to that question. i can actually see answers but something, clouded by emotions, my sense of judgement was affected. i get angry like anyone else but often thought that its not my fault, 'they' caused it.. and yada bla bla bla.. then i thought back, what happens if i refrain myself from getting angry? cool down a little and think, then act. ignoring is no way out, it implies that that person is a nuisance to you. you dont want to be a nuisance to others i believe? im sure everyone wants to be independent. and some words to hurt. theres a saying bout sticks and stone dont hurt something something.. ahh.. like i said, im not that wise or anything.. im pretty dumb actually. so if you really care for someone? try not to say hurtful words that may hurt their feelings. i've heard of A LOT of hurtful comments (and actually spilled a few myself. sometimes. wish i hadnt) but the victim usually held up with a weak smile. think imma stop for now.. kinda been sidetracking.. ahh i missed out something.. =x sorry.. whats the purpose of eating a few million or even billion years ago? i believe its for survival. but what happened now that i noticed was. people dont eat just to fill their stomach anymore. they care more than the taste of the food and will add more seasoning to it if its not to their taste. while others might still think about what will i be having for the day. its just too outragous in my opinion. and i even thought a communist state would do better for everyone's well being. but maybe not for the mind. lazyness might grow and stuff.. -sigh- i always thought that every problem have its solution but doesnt seem that way to me sometimes.. |
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perhaps what it needs is a little love? bleah, maybe more time. some thoughts for you to think (haunt your minds).. does technology make ones life easier or does it makes one suffer? think about the cost and the work, who works and the resources being sucked out from our mother nature where WE, humans didnt even repay back.. and if. IF we are able to do so. people are still not united to do so as the effort of one person is definitely not enought, unless that person is special. and again whats special? all these thoughts (my thoughts) comes around in circles and circles.. [when will it ever end?] (pun intended). im thinking of opening a forum or something for you peeps (readers) to post your thoughts on my (weird) thoughts.. [right now] but i might have bad comments on your comments so maybe i should drop that idea. perhaps thats my personality. i dont know. always indecisive... will i ever be able to lead? if i do, perhaps my people might suffer.. then again, if your people are suffering because of you, Lead them without suffering! thats what i thought after watching some show. i cant remember what but that thought sounds logical. if you're stupid, then try not to be stupid. learn! lol.. often, its easier said than done.. [sorry, once you got me thinking, i might be unable to stop. well, its actually i got myself thinking.. sorry for the accusation] actually, its not so bad typing this. yesterday, i was busy thinking of stuff to do. yea. pretty bored. so here you go guys. i hope i didnt mess up your minds. (pretty much. ehh?) life is pretty confusing too. take care. cherish your life and dont end it like i thought of, well in the past. read older archives if you wanna read what i thought. they're pretty depressing i guess.. i have this outer personality which probably isnt my true self. or maybe that is it. closeminded and shy bout stuff i guess.. my face? i cant change it.. i always look emotioness or somesort.. i dont smile all the time cause i think it looks good ACK.. >.> and thus, they called me emo for that... =.= they? oh, my friends. well, sometimes, im sad too.. but perhaps its becus of the way my face portray my feelings? no one can see though it.. but sometimes.. some people do! i dont know why but they really do look me in the eye before figuring out. so now again, does the eyes reveal emotions too? even if your face is like a mask? never changing? i guess i gotta stop.. its now or never... aha. peace out! cherish the loved ones around you and things god bestowed upon you, cause some people are just not that lucky to have what you have... ... ... please do not type LONG essays on blogger cause it jams it up. now i cant even delete that entry.. >.> |
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(repost on LJ) ahh crap, just when i thought LJ was better.. it shortened it even more!! gahhh... no choice then.. hafta break it up on blogger.. |
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Visit the link to my Live Journal on my left to read my latest post. due to some error as blogger couldnt deal with long post. i had to post it somewhere else.. luckily for me, i have another Live Journal account. =3 so click that site to meet a LONG Entry.. And i really mean it. its Very long. so long that blogger errored up. >.> |
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ahh, you guys should go and play the games created by this guy!
http://coolio-niato.newgrounds.com/ they're fun and nice? mmm... really.. thoses songs in my playlist? thats where i got them from... x3 its that nice.. xD Thinking of picking up some defensive arts, gaining back guitar skillz , programming course, kayaking course and more outings... whole schedule booked.. >.> almost like no holidaes for me.. Dx -sigh- [ahh.. hungry..] |
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mm.. updated the songs... =D
and what do you guys think of this? [cLiCk Me!] -yawnz- its 1.35am now lol.. so tireddd... >.< 2nd last paper ended.. with the last paper coming soon.. But its MCQ? nah, shouldn't be too complacent. xP should i get that necklace? =/ must ask bout its effect first... o.o (wow, getting more energetic as im typing this. weird.) To be continued... |
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