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Name: Yao Ming. Y Nick: Fox/Yao DoB: 29/07/**** Gender: Male Horoscope: Leo Species: Red Fox/Wolf Food: Ovo Lacto Vegetarian Status: Single Contact: you should be my friend IMVU: FoxieYao -My Live Journal- -DeviantArt- |
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Topic: Its history.. | Friday, July 23, 2010 |
..repeating all over again. Back in the good old days of todlerhood during kindergarten, We were having some toy playing session and i noticed this mini plastic kitchen stove that was spoilt. As a child of a technician, i had seen my dad or even grandfather fixing things at home, and at that point of time, i knew that toy had hope to be played again by other children. So, i went to fix it. Apparently, the toy probably was reported spoilt and when the teacher came, i was seen meddling with it, or rather, trying to fix back what i had broken in her eyes. Oh the shame, the guilt. I probably had been scolded but i could not recall now. Probably repressed. ): I went to face the cabinet alone and played alone. My grandmother was called down since my parents were both working back then. And even my grandmother reprimanded me to stay away next time if i see something broken. If only i had been more phlegmatic today and not care a thing... Today was NETS's presentation day. Apparently the ceiling projector was down under maintenance and so a back-up one was positioned on a stand in the center of the room. In my opinion, it was badly placed and the screen projected was squeezed at the top. Before the lecturer even arrive, i had already adjusted it to a much more optimum position where by the screen is much more larger and the squeezing factor is reduced. Even though it was pretty minute, it kinda stung me and screamed at me for not doing a good job, so i tried to adjust it between one of the interval of the presentation which turns out to be before the last presentation. Justin started asking what i was doing and kept saying that its fine. I said its not and resumed to perfect it and thats when 'it' happened (again). The lecturer told me off being "that is then called itchy hand" in front of everyone. Justin added on to that, and kept going for about a minute or two. Know what its like to be in my shoes. Know how its like to commit, fall for the same idiotic mistake. This time, your close friend selling you out, scaring you in-front of the whole class and laughing at it, a lecturer who is well known as kind, saying something so untactful, simple comment, feels like thumbtacks pinning you to a wall. With my feelings all stabbed away, i put on my old mask, held on to whats left of my pride for being accused of what i am not, i restored it back to its working state. And Justin's chain of attack didn't stop till i moved away from the small box. Old thoughts that i was so familiar with ran through my mind in a flash. Why can't they understand, see the reason behind every action i made? Is there anyone out there that can truly understand me? Or are there none... Tears probably welled up in my eye but i let none fall. As today's psychology lecture talks about moral development, i began to understand a little yet not totally. The lecturer said that most people stop at stage 4. I can't figure out what stage 5 and 6 are all about but i think i will figure it out, somehow. It was mentioned in the slides that stage 6 was left out of the slide as very little people achieved it. Little as in very... little. So yea, if only people are more thoughtful, instead of just saying "you think too much le la". I really don't think that i am thinking too much, i'm just reflecting upon my actions and putting myself in others' shoes which everyone SHOULD be doing instead of telecasting their egos. At least thats what i feel. I don't know. And then on my way back home, i suddenly recalled about learning styles as i was able to recall something which i couldn't just when my friend uttered a word that closely linked to the stuff that i forgot. I think some lecturers would want to reconsider their teaching style as some people learn best when they have to try it out first before catching on to the concept. Well sure, you can argue back that you learn best when you learn on your own and all sources are given to you. But what some need is just demonstration to show how it works and not some websites explaining what it does. I guess i should finish up my dinner now. Its 23:21 when i typed till here. It felt great after typing it all out. Man, its been so long. -sigh- |
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