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Name: Yao Ming. Y Nick: Fox/Yao DoB: 29/07/**** Gender: Male Horoscope: Leo Species: Red Fox/Wolf Food: Ovo Lacto Vegetarian Status: Single Contact: you should be my friend IMVU: FoxieYao -My Live Journal- -DeviantArt- |
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[WishList]1* Visit my furiends at US.2* More Fit. 3* Get into University. 4* Wii for family. 5* Someone+First Kiss 6* 'Cooler' Laptop 2. Top In Class (O Level) 3. Work Desk 4. Room Make-over 5. Larger Wardrobe 6. Laptop 7. Bike |
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Topic: A good day, good events and a good self reflection.. | Sunday, July 29, 2012 |
Today is a great day! Or rather, 2 hours ago.. Heheh I went out for a movie with my pals from poly, namely zikai, minoo, justin, max, din, zander and barnz.. The movie was great. An intense movie, The Dark Knight Rises, in an intense ear booming theatre. The 20 bucks sure was worth the while. But thats not all.. Something inside me reignited, but i think i have decided to put it out.. Its for the best i guess.. NOW LETS CHUCK THAT ASIDE... We were at the bus stop waiting for Night Riders since it was around half past 12.. I was too occupied conversing that i forgotten to check on which bus service to take.. As i scrambled to find out my way home, justin called out from the side "Isnt that your bus?". Boy did i panic.. So i took 1 last glance on the bus service guide and then i thought to myself, "Oh screw this" and i bid my friends goodbye and boarded the bus 2N. =P So while i was on the bus, i got this sms from justin saying that fail moo boarded the bus only to have his card say low on value and so he alighted the bus to get more money, only to have the bus driver leave without him.. )= If you had taken a bus before, you would know that a "need to top up soon" sign still meant you can still board the bus but apparently the information i had gotten from justin was incorrect as clarified by moo himself. Throughout the conversation between me and moo, we had come upon a point that i have friends that look after my back.. And he pointed out that i'm unreliable on my own then.. Now i agree with both statements. I need to be more dependable, thats true. I do have friends that really look out for me.. :3 So i trusted my friend about the bus that would bring me back home.. But it was only on the bus that i began to doubt if justin had given me the wrong change for the food.. As fast as the doubt arises, it disappeared as i know him.. There was once he and zander took all my money from my wallet as a prank and ended up with him taking all the money and then forgetting to return it to me during the train ride but all was returned very soon.. (: So those were good friends of mine. Maybe a few closer friends in the clique.. Best friend, i haven't decide.. Then this comparison between a normal friend and best friend that had appeared on facebook flashed across my mind. In my opinion, i feel that thats not true at all.. A best friend would be someone who i really have trust in, not someone whom i have to worry about myself getting into troubles i've never even dreamt of.. If he really needs money, he would have told me about it and i would have lent a sum voluntarily instead of fishing them out himself from my wallet.. If a close friend could do that, then why would a best friend do otherwise? Imagine justin pointing out the wrong bus to me deliberately just to laugh at me later? I recall when i was a kid in primary school, i was so high that i recall the exact moment that i declared "This is my best friend!" infront of my teacher with my arm slung over my friend's shoulder.. Now that i think about it, i would have been pretty embarrassed if i were him.. Heheh Though i think thats childhood innocence for you! :3 And also, a recent post on facebook had pulled me back out from this gaming frenzy probably.. It had let me self reflect about the time i had spent gaming so much in comparison to the time i had not given myself to cultivate myself. Shame and disappointment but as well as admiration was what i felt when a continuous learning boy younger than me had shared much wisdom on facebook. That i had actually stopped learning for constant gaming. I realised i had to rebalance my lifestyle and pick up what i had set myself out to do in the past back.. |
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Topic: Innocence.. | Tuesday, July 03, 2012 |
What does it take to be innocent again? On my way back home at the void deck, I pressed the button to call for the elevator. A lady approached on my left and a man with his son behind me. The man took this opportunity to open the mailbox, probably a habit. And as the elevator arrived, the lady went in first and I followed behind her. Then suddenly, the kid, while holding onto the button, wailed out to his dad in Mandarin. "Daddy, the elevator is here! Daddy!!" His dad took a quick glance over to his kid, then us and said "Its okay." Then almost immediately, he muttered a "Never mind" and released his hold on the button. The scene was adorable as I chuckled to myself inwardly. The lady behind me though let out a soft yet audible chuckle of her own as I closed the door of the elevator. Oh, what does it take to be innocent again...? |
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Topic: I guess im back~ | |
Looking back at my last few posts, its been a rough ride. But I guess I made it out pretty alright. Heh A lot have happened between my previous post and this post. Right now, I'm waiting to be enlisted into army, slacking at home with a newly desktop that I had customised myself ^^ along with a keyboard that i so much had my heart thrown about buying it. I've been well. Been gaming lately and getting bored of it eventually. Its like a routine. A cycle that I follow in which I have no say in. I have also been swimming with my pals, sometimes. And I just went roller skating with my juniors yesterday~ I was so beat that I came home and fell asleep right after my dinner. I wanted to bath first but the tiredness was too much to bear and it took over me as I slept in an awkward position with the top half of my body on the end of bed, my legs resting on the chair I'm sitting on right now. It was only hours later that I awoke to the discomfort and shifted myself into a real slumber position. I'm feeling somewhat numb at the moment. I've been reading this fan written fictional story since yesterday. I used to do that in the past. I'm always amazed at how good the writer's vocabulary is, as well as how well the writer thought the plot up. It wasn't sci-fi or anything like that. All along, I have been indulging myself in love stories. More often than I have liked, I have been 'turned' emotional just by reading them. Mehh.. I don't know how I should end this post.. Right now I'm still quite exhausted from yesterday's activity but quite bored from doing nothing. To read on the story would probably make me quiver in jealousy and give me a hard time reeling myself back to reality. I would love to hang out with my friends though. School has already started for most. I do hope they did their homework and assignments. Innocence. I wonder how its like to be innocent again. To rid myself of this stain. As I thought about this, old memorable memories start to resurface, to the time where innocence was the only thing one could see. Kindergarten: I was reprimanded for being caught with a spoilt toy that I found. One could say that I am haunted by that memory but it was still, nonetheless, a memory that I could recall of my childhood days. My grandmother was called and then complaint to. I think I cried afterwards to my grandmother, telling her the truth that I failed to convince the teacher otherwise. Thinking back about it made me feel so.. I guess I lack the vocabulary to fill up that blank. Primary: My dad locked me out of the house because I didn't make it back home in time from a friend's (Junior) birthday party. Heh Thinking back about it made me pretty jealous, reason being 'cause some of my friends actually stayed over that night, probably to game. I'm pretty sure this part of my memory was pushed into recessive memory. I couldn't remember how I felt that day, nor could I remember if I was tearing my eyes out outside the house. I'm pretty sure I did though. Not that it mattered I guess. As a kid, I guess I have always been secluding myself. Even in primary school, I frequent places such as the monkey bars where it wasn't crowded. Having said that, I do remember enjoying recesses with friends playing pepsi-cola. The floor was rather polished and smooth. Not sure if any of our games made it the way it was. Xp Ahh, innocence.. What is it? |
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